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In the Reddit community, there’s a sub called JUSTNOMIL. In it are thousands of stories of women dealing with crazy mothers-in-law, sometimes in “the wild” and oftentimes on a daily or weekly basis with their own.
There’s a certain level of entitlement that these mothers-in-law tend to exhibit.
Things like “rights” to their grandchildren, or demanding things from their sons/daughters/in-laws, or manipulation to make things go their way, and much, much more that is honestly a little horrifying.
But one central characteristic of a lot of the women in this community is having a “shiny spine” to stand up to their mothers-in-law.
And the most important time this “shiny spine” comes into play is when they finally find their hill to die on.
Your “Hill to Die On” is something that you will absolutely not compromise.
On JUSTNOMIL there are plenty of examples of these hills, but a lot of them revolve around making someone (usually the spouse or the MIL) choose between the wife (daughter-in-law) or the status quo.
A huge hill to die on revolves around children. (For me, my hill to die on IS children, or rather, there ain’t gonna be any for me.) MILs undermining DILs in their parenting, telling their grands that “mommy doesn’t love you” or other bullshit, and sometimes the husbands not doing anything to make their mother shut up.
The idea of choosing your hill to die on is a lot like picking your battles.
You don’t want your hill to die on to be something that’s just “bitch eating crackers,” which is the phrase for a MIL doing small, but annoying things that over time show that the MIL is a JUSTNO.
This would be something like your MIL walking through the front door and immediately asking what’s for dinner instead of saying “Hi, how are you?”
That’s not your hill to die on.
Your hill to die on is your MIL going to your child’s preschool (after you told her not to) and attempting to pick up your child without telling you.
AKA attempted kidnapping.
Your hill to die on is your husband not sure if he should side with you or his mother because he’s been raised to never question her. This is a “Mummy knows what’s best for her baby” type of situation.
Your hill to die on is repeated familial stomping of boundaries, such as continuing to verbally abuse when told not to. Situations like this can result in long periods of no contact, or completely cutting that person out of your life.
Your hill to die on is the idea that something can continue no longer, go no further, not be compromised, at all, or you lose your sense of worth and your integrity to sticking to your values and your guns.
In the JUSTNO community, that last one has a LOT to do with MILs gaslighting people.
This idea of your “hill to die on” is a major part of maintaining (or gaining) good mental health. It directly ties in with creating and enforcing strong boundaries and having the confidence in yourself to know which battles to pick and how important they are.
Finding your hill might take a while. It might take years of buildup before something finally clicks and you realize that you’re not going to take any more of the bullshit.
It also might be immediately clear to you.
You might have grown up knowing exactly which hill was the important one, and communicated that right away to everyone important.
If you’re in a JUSTNO situation with your MIL (or anyone else for that matter) I highly recommend checking out the r/JUSTNOMIL sub on Reddit. Even if you’ve got a great MIL it can help clarify behaviors that don’t qualify as normal or accepted. You just might have to use those newfound skills to intervene with a MIL in the wild.
I hope you never have to fight on your hill to die on. If you do, it means people you thought were on your side are testing and pressing against your boundaries and limits.
It can be scary.
But just knowing what that hill is, prepares you for that fight anyway. And that’s the kind of security you need in your life.